Bluedog...

As I sit here on my couch with my great doggie Blue dog I am sad. She is never allowed on the couch as she is a 80 pound lab, but right now she is sitting here with me on the couch eating pizza. This morning I am giving her bones, pizza and letting her on my couch on my lap. Well for some of you that don't know, Blue Dog has 3 legs since she was about 5 months old. She is 5-6 years old now and is and been having a very hard time getting around these past few months. She is starting to drag her behind and is tired. In the past few months she has been having some rough days getting around the house and farm. We know this has been coming for months. Last night Blue dog has a seizure and was running around like she was hurt and then hit the floor/door. I just held her until she came out of it. It was sad. Derrel is having her put down today. That's it, she is having too much of a bad time and it's time to let her go and now had a seizure too. We have been talking about this and putting it off for months now. Her days are becoming harder and harder for her to get along on those 3 legs and it's not fair to her to have her suffer cause we love her and don't want to let her go. This is going to be a tough one, because she is part of our family and just a good ol dog. She really is... she knows nothing but love and is just has been a wonderful sweet dog. I got up early today to sit here with her and spoil her before I go to work. I can't imagine coming home tonight and her not being here.

DAMIT

sad,sad, Susy :(