I'm awake... Don't want to be but I am up. Today is my day off and I just wanted to stay in bed and sleep. But I'm up and having my blended drink of OJ, low fat orange yogurt, ice, benifiber. I'm leaving at 7am to go to my water exersise class. It's been wet, snowy and just plain yucky here the past month. I want some sunshine! All is good here this week. Stress level is down and my tummy is not hurting anymore. But boy oh boy does stress feel different to me now with a smaller tummy. That's kind of scary (how stress feels).
21 days to go
5.4 pounds to go
Can't believe it's almost been a year since surgery for me. I was so in patient in the beginning and it felt like it would take forever for time to pass. But like someone wonderful told me "time passes anyway Susy" take a breath and find something else to do, and time will pass. It was hard there at 2-5 months post op being patient. You read, learn, pre pair for this surgery. You go have your surgery that you have been excited and you have been thinking about forever and you come home with nothing. No baby, no prize, just holes in your stomach and then it's time to wait. I had a hard time being patient to say the least for awhile. But the year did pass, I did settle down and become trusting in my surgery and myself and now it's been a year almost already.
OK off to the pool...
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