Get to go home tomorrow...

Well.... Each day is full of emotion. I do feel better each day even if it's some small thing. Today was the first day I really wanted to eat anything. I ate a few bites of yogurt and applesauce. 1/3 cup of tomato soup and two crackers. And we found a Mexican place on a ride we went on and I got some re fried beans, and I ate oh 11 small bites or so I say. They were good! Feels like so much but it's not. We went on a ride to Red Rock here in Vegas just to get out in the sun some and out of our motel room. It was pretty. We laughed and had a pretty good time together.

Then we went to the mall so we could walk around like I know I need to be doing. When we got into the mall I started feeling fuzzy again. It's like I can't focus or have been really bad sick with the flu. I tried eating some salt like I've been told to try for different reasons, and no real difference that time. We walked the whole mall together and headed back to the hotel. I got sad cause I'm not up to par. Guess I'm just beating my self up. I have too not do that. I feel better just sitting and no fuzziness but when i move and walk I feel that way again. I am drinking my Gatorade too. I got several glasses in today. So then I wonder do I need to put on another hormone patch because I cried. Had fun this afternoon, then i feel sad cause of the way I'm feeling. Guess in the back of my head is I know tomorrow we head home and I have to get through 2 really big airports with this fuzzy ass faint head, and can I do it.
Derrel has been so so so great to me. Thank god. He reminds me that it has been 5 days and i am getting better each day. It may just be small steps but better. I know this in the back of my head but....... :(