OK I'm a bit down today. Couple of things today were not fun. First I found out my step mom that I think of like my MOM fell on Tuesday after her trip to NY. She fell and landed right on her shoulder. She had to have a total shoulder replacement today. She is in CA and staying with her son and daughter in law. Bless there heart. I know it's got to be so hard on them too. I'm just really worried about her. She got out of surgery today and I can't wait to call her tomorrow after she gets around some and is more alert. :( I want her to know I love her and I'm there for her if she needs me.
2nd- I'm trying not to lets people's words get to me, but... sometimes that is hard. I had this customer today that I could not help so I told her to come back and see my boss so she could take care of the customer later this week when she is back. Anyway, I told her to come back and see Shawna Friday or Saturday. She said is "Shawna the girl with the glasses that is a bit heavier than you"? I just don't want to be the fat girl anymore! AWWW GRR I wonder if that will ever happen still sometimes. I just let this customer get to me with her words. Silly I know, but I'm so tired of this fat body of mine and being the fat girl.
I'm just waiting on my boy to get home so we can take my new cat-dog Rufus to the vet. He has been coughing the past 2 days so were taking him to the vet.
Gotta go... Better weekend I hope!
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Ya know I can relate to how you're feelng but in a different way. I have people telling me I'm so skinny, or you're so tiny, like oh what are you talking about. I want to tell them OMG I weighed over 150lbs more a year ago, so just know it works both ways. People look at me like I'm some thin person who has probably always been that way and doesn't have to watch what she eats. Just wanted you to know I can relate to how you're feeling. All this time I wanted to be skinny and now that people think that of me I get so pissed because it's not like I've always been this way. Just wanted you to know you're not alone.
Hello Susy,
I found you by Michelle's blog. I saw that you liked Def Leppard and you live in Oregon. Hubby and I are thinking about moving out that way one of these days. I love the pics from Crater Lake. Gorgeous!
I will be back by to visit and I'm adding you to my sidebar.
She may not have meant it the way it sounded. Really, you could be 125, and have someone describe someone else as "a little bit heavier than you", and be talking about someone who is 135. It's all relative. And I don't think, judging by your pictures, that you could be classified as "fat" anymore. I don't think someone who fits into a size 14 is fat...except in maybe an anorexic teenager's mind, lol. But I understand. Takes a while for your mind to catch up to your body. Don't know if this helps at all!
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